Venting Sesh

I took the simple things in life for granted.

I always had the energy to get a lot of things done during the week, but I no longer have that same mobility. Grocery shopping, washing dishes, washing clothes, and cooking are some of the things that have become extremely difficult for me. Not that I loved grocery shopping or washing dishes, but I do miss being able to do those things whenever I wanted or needed. I miss my Sunday morning cleaning rituals with Hot97 blaring on my old ass iHome. I miss cooking Sunday dinners for my household. Clothes were washed religiously every third Sunday of the month at 7am. Now, I get to all of that when I get to it. I can’t even get up and run quick errands anymore! I have to play everything by uterus. Get it?

This situation is more of a mental struggle than anything else because my mind runs like a calendar. I love to maximize my time and cross things off of my list on a daily basis. The mental part is definitely a struggle for me, but I do understand that the main issue is the physical aspect of this situation. The physical is why it’s so hard to get shit done.