Venting Sesh

I don’t like making plans anymore.

It’s just a hassle at this point. My personal life is now very limited because of this relentless pain. It kicks in whenever, where ever, and special occasions are not exempt. I’d like to think that I have a high tolerance for pain. Tattoos and piercings don’t hurt me much, but I can definitely say that Adenomyosis pain is like no other.

I’m very organized, super anal, and appreciate following a schedule but this condition has me living spontaneously. Which is cool but can become very inconvenient when I’m actually looking forward to going out but have to cancel or leave early! It gets even worse when I have to explain why I’m leaving early. It’s gotten to the point where I just lie about why I have to leave, especially if the people I am around do not know about the Adeno. Even with my people who are aware, I still feel bad because I know they want me there, but they understand I need to go. This is why it is important to find your tribe.